A letter to his lover, after reading Marlowe (“A Passionate Shepherd to His Love”)
There is no phone, no fridge,
but there is a house.
sheets and old furniture and stale
yellowed windows;
two small beds and a pull-out couch;
nothing in the kitchen but a hot plate
and a few dinged pots.
we have not had rain in weeks.
The clouds never melt,
and the sky never opens its fist to release
raindrops that crawl like marbles
onto the desert ground:
a desert without a sun.
Through the clouds somewhere I know you are sleeping
turning over in a place I have never seen,
your body silent, still, never letting go
of my shadow that lingers still, on your breath.
I am alone here, in this house
where so many others have left
their residue, and every time I open the door
the lonely ghost of guilt ambles over
and takes my coat.
No, I say, we have not had rain in weeks,
but there is this house.
the poem with its lady twirling among roses
and a gentleman watching, intent, sweeping
her away to his quiet quarters.
I cannot give you that. We
we have not had rain in weeks.
But there is a house.
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